Let's be honest. I am very anti-social. It takes a great effort for me to go out, meeting people and pretend like i am having fun.
But they are people that i love meeting and wish i could meet everyday. These are to me, my real friends. The ones that i don't have to pretend like i am having fun because I AM having fun with them everytime i see them. I love them like my own family.
And there's this other group. The kind of people that only talk to me because:
1. They need me to do them a favor
2. There's no one else to talk to
Most times i don't mind helping.
But now it gets to a point that, they include me because i can help them get what they want. And the cruelest part is, when they are together, they can turn all cliquey and very mean. Suddenly they would avoid having a conversation with me. And they would share their inside jokes that i have no idea about.
It annoys me because i am not friends with any of them because i want to be part of the group. I am friends with them just because. I don't do cliques ok. So budak2. Get over it!
So i am now slowly withdrawing myself from these people. I am happy with having the few real friends that i have rather than a lot of fake ones.
I am happy being in the minority.
I don't need to be in any 'groups' or 'cliques'.
I am anti-social anyway.